This Is What Happens When I Mess Up My Sleep Cycle.

Why do I write these pointless things? I guess it has something to do with the fact that it’s Easter and I only woke up at 3:30 pm. Sigh. Ohh, the relaxing rejuvenating days of spring break. Sadly, only about one left. Time to go back to the hectic, frustrating daily lives of high school. Lame, i know. Well anyway, Spring Break ’09? Quite an adventure. Spent most of it lounging around our town with my friend. A couple trips to DC, to Bethesda, etc. Mostly just acting like a obnoxious teenager. News flash! I’m blonde! Well..ish. Like the bottom half of my hair. Ah, my father will murder me when he sees it. Oh well :). Life’s short. Die fast. Ha. I’m feeling very melancholy at the moment. Mostly lonely. It’s one of those “gah I hate being single” time in my life. It’s so strange. When i’m completely fine with being single and out there, a perfect guy lands right in my lap and i’m the happiest person alive. Then, of course, being me,  I get dumped. And now i’m lonely and wanting someone. Why does it always happen like this? Now, I dream about this kid like every night and I think I drive my friends crazy whenever I mention his name. Well guess what? It’s hard as shit to get over someone. I wish I did not have to go to school on Tuesday. I don’t think I can take it anymore. I stress so much over grades, and then I have about a million other things going on in my life at the moment. I never have time to practice drums, even though I really love it. And don’t even get me started about art. I have not done any creative projects on my own in a million years. Deviantart probably misses me :P. But on the bright side, I framed my painting yesterday. It looks wonderful. And my art show is coming up in a few weeks. So exited. I love the attention people give me when they compliment my art. Wow that kindof sounds a little selfish, but at least i’m honest about it.  Okay, enough ranting about stuff for now…… No, one more pathetic thought. I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU. I will get over this. fml. (:

It wont let me upload music at the moment ): so here; Currently playing: Boys Don’t Cry – The Cure.