I’m so sick of people telling me that i’m only fifteen and that I need to wait for “love”. Whenever I tell someone that I don’t believe in love because of my own experiences (not to mention all the divorce and breakup rates in America) they always say that i’m too young to know. Well guess what. I want to “fall in love” now. While i’m a teenager. Not when i’m older, and supposedly smarter. I want to experience young love. To have rules to break, curfews to betray. I want to feel the rush of adolescence when i’m with that one boy. I want it to be free. I want to have classes to skip, windows to sneak out of, and records to break. I don’t want to “fall in love” when i’m older. I’ll be too sane then (: It won’t be as dangerous or as fun. It will be different, more adult. And theres nothing wrong with that. I just want my first love, first time, whatever, to be…well…now. While i’m living it up being a reckless teen. I mean, I’m not stupid or anything, and I try to make good choices and all; but the teenage years all always memorable and fun. I want to sit on the roofs of cars, eat junk food and drink energy drink ’till I puke. (well not really puke but okay.) I just want it now.
Archive for June, 2009
Umbrellas Are Not For The Insane.
Posted in Uncategorized on June 2, 2009 by Valerie S.My life is officially in the slumps. Want to know why? Of course you do. Well here goes.
- There is a picture of tits with my previous boyfriends name written on them floating around the web. Everyone thinks they’re mine. I swear to god i’m being paranoid , but he ignored me today.
- I’m still not over him. It’s killing me slowly.
- My grades are slowly slipping. If I don’t like straight As on my exams, my parents will flip a shit.
- My whole family is attempting to convince me that my future dreams are stupid and if I follow them then I will become a failure. Go figure.
- I miss dance. A lot.
- My summer plans are ruined. I have no idea what i’m doing or when or where. I hate people sometimes.
- Everyone is pairing up in couples and i’m all alone.
- I’m not tan, nor do I have the body I want.
- I’m really still not over him.
Currently Listening To: Two Shoes – The Cat Empire.
