I’m so sick of people and their shit.
like legit. I’m seriously hating the world and all of it’s bullshit right now. I wish I had someone there for me. Someone more than just a friend. I love my friends to death and they’re really amazing, but sometimes I need more.
Basically, i’m having a shitty week.
-Valerie.
School started. It feels like we’re way into the year with the amount of work, when really we’ve only been in school for 6 days. Funn.
Anyway, the reason I decided to take a break from my IMs and half-studying for my chemistry quiz (hehe) is because I need to rant, as usual. So today, one of my good friends who’s new to our school comes up to me and announces that people have been coming up to him and telling him not to be friends with me. Okay, they didn’t say THAT, but still. Apparently people in my grade think i’m this huge bitch. And alright, I admit, I can be really judgemental at times and maybe not in the best mood, but so is every teenage girl, right? The thing is, besides like a few good friends, and my best friend, I don’t really have friends in my grade that much, most of them are either juniors or seniors. Back in middle school I got into a lot of shit with some of the girls, and I guess their oppinions of me just kindof stuck with them. But the point is, i’m really only mean/ a bitch, if you’re a bitch to me first. I’m usually never mean to someones face unless they start stuff with me first. It just bothers me that someone will have enough nerve to go up to someone else and say that. Ehhh, maybe i’m just being over dramatic.
Ohhh, and the other half of my grade thinks i’m a super slut. Which i’m not. Yes, i’ve had older boyfriends, and yes, i’ve hooked up with a few guys, but seriously? Compared to some other people, i’m actually pretty angelic. Maybe they just think like that because I can be really out there, and i’m not afraid to talk about sex or make sexual jokes. I don’t know. The slut thing really isn’t an issue that much though because I got my bestfriend to set them straight haha.
Enough ranting? Yes please.
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